Jan 2
What can I say, really?
I have been absent. That is an obvious fact. I won’t apologize. I am too tired to do that. Having a new baby is the most exhausting job ever; especially one who is gassy, refluxy, and refuses to sleep.
So, what am I going to do about this blog? If there is anyone still checking in to see if there is anything new to read, then I suppose I will tell you what is on my mind about it.
I miss writing to you. I miss my blog. I miss my former life, pre-baby, when I spoke in a normal voice, had time to write and for that matter think, had something to say, had a sense of humor and had less spit-up on me…oh, how could I forget, and less luggage under my eyes.
Not that I don’t love my baby, so don’t get all bent on me…I just miss the way things were and I have finally accepted that they will never again be the same. I am okay with that, but still mourning a bit.
So, now that I have survived what I am hoping is the worst part of parenting (the first couple of months) I am going to make a concerted effort to accomplish the following things:
- Find time to blog
- Think of something to say besides baby gibberish
- Post pictures
- Change my outdated theme
- Update with a new logo
- Get over the fact that I didn’t want to turn this into a “mommy blog” because I am a mommy and I can’t find the time to maintain an additional blog. Don’t worry, it won’t be all mommy stuff and I will still throw in the occasional raunchiness to entertain you with.
- Complete all these things (in no particular order) before March. Of this year. Hehe.
So, now you know what is on my mind. Do check back occasionally, as I will be posting more often starting right now.
4 commentsNov 21
Kira’s hospital pics
Here is the link to Kira’s hospital newborn pictures so you can all go admire my little baby girl. She looks pretty much just like I did when I was born and, of course, she is so smart and so wonderful…Although she does have a set of lungs on her that can peel paint off the walls.
5 commentsNov 20
Welcome, Kira Barie
My little girl is here and I am finally well enough to sit in front of my computer.
Wow, what a tough delivery and an even worse recovery for me! Kira is doing well and she is gorgeous, I would post a picture but as of now I don’t have access to any pics. Cybrdad took pics at the hospital and with my being ill afterward, well, neither of us have had time to take any pics or process any that were already taken. Sad, but true. We will get with the program soon.
I intend to drive her crazy for her whole life taking photos until she is annoyed with me! That is what I get for all the pain I endured, hehe.
If you would like to read about Kira’s journey into our lives, go to BabyBarie.com and check it out.
If you would like to see the only posted picture of her, go to her dad’s site at Cybrpunk.com.
4 commentsNov 5
Life update
I have been dragging around boxes, unpacking, putting things away and hanging up clothing until I am ready to scream. I hate moving…that is a mouthful from someone who has moved 23 times in my life.
I will say this, this move is the most like Christmas I have ever experienced. I haven’t seen most of our stuff/my stuff in over two years. There are a lot of things we didn’t even know we had and a lot more that we forgot we had and even a small section of things we thought we had, but haven’t found them yet if we did. It isn’t boring, that much I can say for certain!
I am extremely uncomfortable down in my lady area, as my little beastie that is growing inside me has been dropped and engaged for at least two weeks now. There is so much pressure down below that I am afraid for what is to come.
Today I woke up with one giant, swollen foot and significantly low blood sugar levels. I had breakfast and then my blood sugar level went through the roof and my swelling worsened. Just one leg/foot. Not both, it is weird. I called my doc since this is out of the ordinary and they need to see me right away. I go in for a doc visit in the morning to see what is up. I hope like hell he decides to induce labor. I am ready to meet my little beastie girl. That, and to sit/stand/lay down without discomfort.
Anyway, I think she is ready to come out on her own, so maybe that is the deal. She is pushing really hard and I have been having contractions on and off for weeks. I think it is time. I know we are certainly ready, at least as ready as we can be.
Go visit BabyBarie.com for an update, too. I haven’t forgotten the site (or this one, either!) but we haven’t had internet for about a week and then I got busy unpacking. Not I feel like crap, so maybe I will sit on my butt and type up some more nonsense for the four or so readers I have left!
3 commentsOct 26
So far, so good
We have a house. The closing went a bit rough, but we survived.Â
The kittehs are here. They remember their mom and are happy to see me…what a HUGE relief. I have had my kitty-fix and am feeling much better.Â
I have no idea what we are going to do with all the crap still coming from storage. We have only received our sea shipment from Hong Kong and already there is stuff everywhere. I have no idea…but the movers are bringing it tomorrow, so soon we shall see.
We had tons of help getting some things done yesterday, both friends and family showed up and took care of all the little things we needed complete immediately. Plus washed dishes, scrubbed the inside of the refrigerator/freezer, painted the nursery…this, in addition to a plumbing repair, electrical repair, fencing repair, and much more.Â
I have had two EXTREMELY long days, or maybe three. I think I have walked the baby down even further and it will not be long. We shall see!
3 commentsOct 22
Updated musings…
So much happening, so little time to process it all much less write about it.
The baby is ready to roll. She is dropped down against my cervix, which brings me to a whole new level of discomfort, I have apparently had my “bloody show” and am awaiting her arrival at this point. I am not dilated at all, at least not as of Monday when I was examined and if I am having any contractions, they aren’t strong enough to notice. So, my little beastie may be with us on or before Halloween (if we are lucky it will be ON Halloween, what an awesome birthday!).
We close on the house this Friday, move in Saturday thru Monday and I get my fuzzy boys back on Saturday, too. I can’t wait to see them! It has been just over three months. Three long, lonesome months without kittehs.  I miss having a kitteh on my head at night, Francois makes the bestest nightcap. I just hope they aren’t too freaked out by the 5 hour drive to St. Louis from St. Joseph, MO and that they remember their mother. I NEED KITTEHS!!!
There has been more to do this week than I can keep track of. If I haven’t returned your phone call or if my scant posts are boring the hell out of you, then I must apologize. That is about all I can do right now, I mobility and brain function are both rather limited right now. I just hope I get my brain back soon. I don’t think it is fair that women have to do both the physical and mental part of pregnancy…I think if I have to carry her in my body, be uncomfortable, and have painfully gross things happen to my body, then Cybr should at the least have to get “placentabrain” (as my doctor calls it, see it has a technical term). Oh, well, it isn’t likely at this point so there isn’t any sense in dwelling on it.
Will be back…sooner or later!
1 commentOct 15
Sad, but true.
I have a lot more free time than I used to. It is a good thing because I am mostly exhausted and need the rest but it is a bit sad, too, because then I do things like this…
This is one of the things I have been up to recently. We shaved all the shave-able dogs which made Sassy cold once her hair was gone…So, this was the obvious solution:
No commentsOct 8
30 Week Belly and stuff
Well, here is my big Buddha baby belly at 30 weeks…which means this picture is nearly 4 weeks old now. Yeah, I’ve been a bit busy. Sorry.
I saw my bestest friend over the weekend and went to the zoo with her, her husband, their four children, and two neices. We four adults took a total of six children to Cecil Whittaker’s Pizza for a dine-in meal. You would think that would be chaos, since five out of the six were under 5 yrs of age, but their kids are so good. She manages them like a champ and they still have fun but didn’t leave their seats during the meal. Meanwhile, there was another large group with many kids and their kids were running all around, screaming, holding doors shut, crying, etc…but still, Heathers kids held it together. They were a prime example of how kids should behave in a restaurant, which I hope makes mom and dadvery proud.
There was another baby shower this weekend, as well. It was mostly friends and a few family members. It was a great time. I will tell you all about it at BabyBarie.com, so check it if you want more info.
I am in countdown mode. I want in our house, I want my fuzzy kids and I want my baby. Now, dammit!
3 commentsOct 2
Quick update
I have posted an update at Baby Barie, if you are interested in a more detailed account of what is happening with baby.
Be back soon!
No commentsSep 26
Random Thoughts while hopped up on pregnancy hormones
We had our inspections done on the house we have a contract on and now are preparing to meet with our agent this evening to renegotiate a couple of important issues…let’s all hope that the deal still goes through or we are back to square one looking for a home again, but this time with a newborn in tow. I really want to be in our own place when she enters this world. I need it. I need our own space. I can’t explain why, nor do I feel the need to .
I have my first baby shower this weekend and the second is next weekend…yay! I just can’t wait to eat cake and see all my friends and family. Oh, and see the stuff…you know, the baby stuff. Baby stuff is fun, we just bought some pj’s that are pink with monkeys all over them. Hehe. Monkeys are good.
I am SOOOOOO eating cake tomorrow, even though I am not supposed to have sugar. I am only human, so LET THERE BE CAKE!
I have to send baby pictures to my bestest friend who is hosting the second baby shower…one problem…I put them in a “safe place” so they wouldn’t get bent. Oops. I have been tearing stuff up all week looking for them.
I have acid reflux bad enough that multiple doses of medicine have no effect on it. I think my esophagus is permanently burned just from last night alone. I am planning on testing the wives tale that a baby will have a head full of hair if the mom has heartburn/reflux…we shall see!
I spend WAY too much time in my OB’s office every week. He was right, it is a lot of time spent there and it does suck.
I felt really crappy all week until yesterday, when I suddenly received a burst of energy yesterday that has continued over into today. Pregnancy is so weird.
P.S. There will soon be an update of my belly…I swear.
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